I am tethered to a rope, God has one end, Satan has the other end, God is holding on, Satan is pulling, the harder he pulls the tighter the knot gets, I am the knot, spinning in the middle, looking to God but still in the middle, and if I could only see God only, and not feel the pain of the rope choking me then everything would be no biggie.

Maybe someday, but that was not the case today.

Every thing was a biggie