Even in my sinning you treat me good father
You treat me as a favored son
You forgive my doubt
you forgive my anger
you forgive my anxiety
you forgive me

Because I called out to you and
because I never blamed you and because I knew the fault was my own

I curse the devil for getting so far inside my heart my mind and my soul

I curse the devil for wracking my body with pain and for confusing my mind to believe his lies.

So now loudly and boldly I speak out and praise you God for forgiving that weakness in me and then strengthening me knowing that my full restoration is just a matter of time